Wednesday, 9 January 2013
One more painting finished
Just finished another one. I'm not too pleased with the way this one turned out but I have had it sat in the house half finished for almost a year. If I started this today, I think I would tackle it very differently. Anyhow.................it's nice to finish it.
More of my paintings.
Monday was supposed to be the first day of term. I got up, got myself ready and went off to work. It lasted about one and a half hours and then I was sent home for being obviously unwell. I have never known a bug like this one; I can’t remember the last time any thing made me this ill. After about the first week I thought I was feeling a bit better, I even spent an hour or so out in the garden, but maybe that was a mistake. I realised I wasn’t getting better, the illness was just changing. What I’m left with, three weeks into this illness is dizziness and virtual deafness. There is a constant ‘whoosy sound’ in my ears and I can’t hear any thing except echos Still the Dr says ‘it’s a virus and there’s nothing we can do for it’. 
On a brighter note; being deaf and hearing ‘whoosy sounds’ hasn’t stopped me sitting at the kitchen table and finishing of a couple of paintings. I’ve had these paintings half finished for ages. The portrait is similar but not the same as one I did a little while ago and the landscapes were both started back in the summer when I was painting several local scenes that I had previously photographed.

On a brighter note; being deaf and hearing ‘whoosy sounds’ hasn’t stopped me sitting at the kitchen table and finishing of a couple of paintings. I’ve had these paintings half finished for ages. The portrait is similar but not the same as one I did a little while ago and the landscapes were both started back in the summer when I was painting several local scenes that I had previously photographed.
Tuesday, 8 January 2013
THAT Piers Morgan interview.
Generally speaking, I’m not a great fan of Piers Morgan. I don’t actually have any thing against him, but I’m not that enamoured with him either. And until recently I’d never heard of Alex Jones, and then I happened upon THAT interview. As for gun law, I’m truly, truly grateful that I live here with our proportionally much lower gun crime and our checks and restrictions on gun ownership, and not there with their apparent free for all.
BUT, don’t accuse me of being part of the anti gun lobby because I’m really not. In fact I couldn’t care less if every one in America sees fit to arm them selves with an arsenal many small nations would be proud of, I only care that the same thing doesn’t happen here. Also of course, I have learnt that it’s totally pointless to argue with any one who cites their constitutional right to ‘bare arms’.
My attitude is; ‘I’m not American, I don’t live there, so not my business’.
BUT; after watching THAT interview, I can’t help thinking Alex Jones is an aggressive lunatic with severe anger issues. His habitual use of threats, intimidation, sarcasm and bullying tactics to replace the more usual social chit chat is quite disturbing. He would have served his cause a lot better by arguing his case in a civilised, calm and logical way rather than refusing to answer questions and constantly shouting over the top of Piers. I’m so glad I don’t share a continent with him, personally I wouldn’t leave him in charge of a pea shooter never mind his collection of 50 assorted firearms. Now that is a scary thought. I can’t help thinking, what ever your views on gun law, this man did himself no favours with his tirade of abuse.
BUT, don’t accuse me of being part of the anti gun lobby because I’m really not. In fact I couldn’t care less if every one in America sees fit to arm them selves with an arsenal many small nations would be proud of, I only care that the same thing doesn’t happen here. Also of course, I have learnt that it’s totally pointless to argue with any one who cites their constitutional right to ‘bare arms’.
My attitude is; ‘I’m not American, I don’t live there, so not my business’.
BUT; after watching THAT interview, I can’t help thinking Alex Jones is an aggressive lunatic with severe anger issues. His habitual use of threats, intimidation, sarcasm and bullying tactics to replace the more usual social chit chat is quite disturbing. He would have served his cause a lot better by arguing his case in a civilised, calm and logical way rather than refusing to answer questions and constantly shouting over the top of Piers. I’m so glad I don’t share a continent with him, personally I wouldn’t leave him in charge of a pea shooter never mind his collection of 50 assorted firearms. Now that is a scary thought. I can’t help thinking, what ever your views on gun law, this man did himself no favours with his tirade of abuse.
Welfare reforms
Welfare reforms and
George Galloway gets it right again.
I’ve not stuck my head above the parapet for a very long time now; But every day I hear something else on the radio that causes me concern and I guess now is the time to voice my opinions. I’m not going to repeat myself and drag out all the figures to show how our present Government cabinet are all (without exception) millionaires and multi millionaires. I’ll not bother repeating the figures to show the inequality of distribution of both wealth and income in this country, you may remember the figures go something like top 1% of population own 20+% wealth and bottom 50% of population own less that 10% wealth. If you want the details this is an interesting little report published in 2002 but things have changed very little since then.
http://www.ippr.org.uk/uploadedFiles/projects/Wealth%20Distribution.pdf
What I would like is, every time we hear Mr Cameron going on about his welfare reform; put what he says firmly into the context of the gross inequality of both income and wealth that exist in this country. Remember that he, and all those who work beside him to bring about these 'reforms' belong to the top 1% of wealth owners in this country. These reforms will not affect him or any one he knows, so much for his famous ‘we’re all in this together’. Next time you hear him say, ‘it’s not right that those who claim benefit should have the same income as those in work’ (or words to that effect). Ask yourself why the sick and disabled who are unable to work should be forced into a lower income bracket that the lowest paid member of society. Ask your self why those who have been forced into unemployment due to job losses, business failures and lack of available jobs should have their benefits deliberately kept at a level below the lowest paid worker. When he says with such zest and glee that he is restricting benefit rises to a lower percentage than that of the average wage rise ask yourself why? Why is it right to ensure those on benefits, those who don’t work and receive less than the lowest paid worker, will see their income rise proportionally less than any one else while all around them prices continue to rise. Why is this something we should all be so proud of?
When you hear them talk with such pride and joy about how, due to the changes they have instigated, more people are willing to take on work that is lower paid, fewer hours, without permanent contracts and involve more travelling distance, think of the millions of people like the young girl I work with. This young girl is an English Graduate. Not only are there no graduate jobs, there are no non-graduate jobs that offer job security, a permanent contract and full time hours. This girl has four jobs, she is a school assistant for 25 hours per week and is paid only during term time and her contract is renewed every term. She has an after school cleaning job, again not a permanent contract and it only pays basic minimum wage, she runs a breakfast club in the mornings but that’s for school kids during term time, again no pay during school holidays and no permanent contract. Recently she took on another job as swimming instructor and life guard for kids swimming club over the weekends, no full time or permanent contract here either plus she is only paid minimum wage. Is forcing people to live like this really something to boast about? Is this something our society should be proud of? Personally I think not. No one wants to live this way and for Cameron & co to think of this as progress, as a ‘good’ thing is diabolical.
We have all heard about the dreaded reforms to disability benefits. We are told about the mythical ‘cheats’ who are able to work and refuse too. I know people in receipt of disability benefit and they are not rich, if someone wanted to cheat the system and get rich at other people expense claiming disability benefit is not the way to go. Even before the reforms it was difficult to be awarded disability benefit, the criteria were strict, the process long and arduous and the outcome (if you were fortunate enough to be awarded it) a benefit that kept you just above the poverty level. Now, post reforms, it’s much, much harder. Now there is a system in place that completely disregards the opinions of medical specialists and Consultant Doctors in favour of a tick box system operated by a non-medical company whose remit is to save the government money and whose attitude toward the applicant leaves a whole lot to be desired. I have heard Cameron say that it’s right and proper for those on disability benefit to be reassessed on a regular basis. He claims that conditions change and it’s wrong to leave people on benefit indefinably. I couldn’t disagree more. In reality this means that a person with a degenerative or chronic condition, a person whose condition will worsen over time and will not improve, is constantly and mercilessly hounded by these ‘assessors’. A person can go through the whole application process, appeal against unfair decisions and finally be awarded benefit only to find that after few short weeks or months, the process starts all over again.
And that brings me to the latest lot of ‘reforms’. Housing benefit is changing. Very soon housing benefit will be ‘capped’. This is the official line ‘’
‘’Under new legislation, local housing allowance rates will be reduced for private sector claimants and uprated by the consumer price index from April 2013. Social housing tenants will be financially penalised for the under-occupation of homes. An estimated 2 million households will receive less benefits than at present.’’
From http://www.insidegovernment.co.uk/event-details/housing-benefit-reform/96
What this means in plain English is that people claiming housing benefit will not be able to claim the whole amount of their rent. The amount they are able to claim will be set by the government, which is great in theory, except that this government has failed to ‘cap’ the amount of rent a private landlord can ask which will leave thousands of families unable to pay their rent. ‘’Ok so move to cheaper property’’, I hear hundreds of people say; well I’m sure they would if there were any cheaper properties to move to. Unfortunately, local authorities don’t have sufficient housing stock to accommodate every one which is why these people ended up in private rented accommodation in the first place, and all privately rented accommodation have rents set way, way above the housing benefit cap. Nice little catch 22 going on there.
The second part of this reform concerns ‘under-occupancy’. This refers to a single person living in a two bed property or a family with only 1 child living in a three bed property, etc. I think the aim of this reform is to encourage people to move to a smaller property and make way for families who need bigger properties. If the property is either a private let or social housing, housing benefit will not be paid for the extra bedroom. If the property is social housing, extra rent will be charged for the extra bedroom. Which for those lucky people in receipt of housing benefit AND living in social housing is a double whammy, extra rent plus a housing benefit cut. In practice this is just another catch 22. Local authorities don’t make it easy for families to move to bigger or smaller properties, often they don’t have the right property to offer but usually they will leave it up to the tenants to contact each other and arrange an ‘exchange’, which is a long drawn out procedure, takes forever and isn’t always an option. I’ve known people wait years to find someone willing to swap with them. There are families whose eldest child has moved out but who have younger children at local schools who don’t want to move and disrupt schooling. There are older people who keep on the extra bedroom for a carer or for when family visit. Other people like my friend who is 58 and works as many hours as she possibly can in a care home just to make ends meet are facing a rent rise of 15% for occupying a two bed roomed property. She has tried to move before but the local authority will not help, no one wants to exchange with her and private rents are far, far too expensive. She considers herself one of the lucky ones. She has a job, if she works days, nights and bank holidays she just about manages to pay her bills, her rent is already £300 per month, her council tax £80, her gas and electric £100 +, and the cost of travel to and from work about £100 per month, on a minimum wage that leaves very little from which to find the extra rent.
And lastly……………..the thing most people totally forget, or are ignorant of to start with, is the fact that the vast majority of people claiming benefit are THE WORKING POOR. Yep that’s right, they are not benefit scroungers, they are the people working away struggling to make ends meet on a minimum wage, often from two or three part time jobs with no job security and little prospect of any thing better.
These welfare reforms are pushing the poor deeper and deeper into poverty; they do nothing to redress the real problems which are lack of employment, lack of sufficient good quality housing stock that people can afford and something that will redress the vast inequalities in this country.
What upsets me more than any thing is the way every one is being swept along by this coalition government. People believe what they hear, the old adage ‘divide and rule’ has never been so true, pitting poor against poor has always been a favourite ploy of the rich and it’s never been as true as it is today. How much futher do we have to go before people wake up and realise what’s going on here.
George Galloway gets it right again.
I’ve not stuck my head above the parapet for a very long time now; But every day I hear something else on the radio that causes me concern and I guess now is the time to voice my opinions. I’m not going to repeat myself and drag out all the figures to show how our present Government cabinet are all (without exception) millionaires and multi millionaires. I’ll not bother repeating the figures to show the inequality of distribution of both wealth and income in this country, you may remember the figures go something like top 1% of population own 20+% wealth and bottom 50% of population own less that 10% wealth. If you want the details this is an interesting little report published in 2002 but things have changed very little since then.
http://www.ippr.org.uk/uploadedFiles/projects/Wealth%20Distribution.pdf
What I would like is, every time we hear Mr Cameron going on about his welfare reform; put what he says firmly into the context of the gross inequality of both income and wealth that exist in this country. Remember that he, and all those who work beside him to bring about these 'reforms' belong to the top 1% of wealth owners in this country. These reforms will not affect him or any one he knows, so much for his famous ‘we’re all in this together’. Next time you hear him say, ‘it’s not right that those who claim benefit should have the same income as those in work’ (or words to that effect). Ask yourself why the sick and disabled who are unable to work should be forced into a lower income bracket that the lowest paid member of society. Ask your self why those who have been forced into unemployment due to job losses, business failures and lack of available jobs should have their benefits deliberately kept at a level below the lowest paid worker. When he says with such zest and glee that he is restricting benefit rises to a lower percentage than that of the average wage rise ask yourself why? Why is it right to ensure those on benefits, those who don’t work and receive less than the lowest paid worker, will see their income rise proportionally less than any one else while all around them prices continue to rise. Why is this something we should all be so proud of?
When you hear them talk with such pride and joy about how, due to the changes they have instigated, more people are willing to take on work that is lower paid, fewer hours, without permanent contracts and involve more travelling distance, think of the millions of people like the young girl I work with. This young girl is an English Graduate. Not only are there no graduate jobs, there are no non-graduate jobs that offer job security, a permanent contract and full time hours. This girl has four jobs, she is a school assistant for 25 hours per week and is paid only during term time and her contract is renewed every term. She has an after school cleaning job, again not a permanent contract and it only pays basic minimum wage, she runs a breakfast club in the mornings but that’s for school kids during term time, again no pay during school holidays and no permanent contract. Recently she took on another job as swimming instructor and life guard for kids swimming club over the weekends, no full time or permanent contract here either plus she is only paid minimum wage. Is forcing people to live like this really something to boast about? Is this something our society should be proud of? Personally I think not. No one wants to live this way and for Cameron & co to think of this as progress, as a ‘good’ thing is diabolical.
We have all heard about the dreaded reforms to disability benefits. We are told about the mythical ‘cheats’ who are able to work and refuse too. I know people in receipt of disability benefit and they are not rich, if someone wanted to cheat the system and get rich at other people expense claiming disability benefit is not the way to go. Even before the reforms it was difficult to be awarded disability benefit, the criteria were strict, the process long and arduous and the outcome (if you were fortunate enough to be awarded it) a benefit that kept you just above the poverty level. Now, post reforms, it’s much, much harder. Now there is a system in place that completely disregards the opinions of medical specialists and Consultant Doctors in favour of a tick box system operated by a non-medical company whose remit is to save the government money and whose attitude toward the applicant leaves a whole lot to be desired. I have heard Cameron say that it’s right and proper for those on disability benefit to be reassessed on a regular basis. He claims that conditions change and it’s wrong to leave people on benefit indefinably. I couldn’t disagree more. In reality this means that a person with a degenerative or chronic condition, a person whose condition will worsen over time and will not improve, is constantly and mercilessly hounded by these ‘assessors’. A person can go through the whole application process, appeal against unfair decisions and finally be awarded benefit only to find that after few short weeks or months, the process starts all over again.
And that brings me to the latest lot of ‘reforms’. Housing benefit is changing. Very soon housing benefit will be ‘capped’. This is the official line ‘’
‘’Under new legislation, local housing allowance rates will be reduced for private sector claimants and uprated by the consumer price index from April 2013. Social housing tenants will be financially penalised for the under-occupation of homes. An estimated 2 million households will receive less benefits than at present.’’
From http://www.insidegovernment.co.uk/event-details/housing-benefit-reform/96
What this means in plain English is that people claiming housing benefit will not be able to claim the whole amount of their rent. The amount they are able to claim will be set by the government, which is great in theory, except that this government has failed to ‘cap’ the amount of rent a private landlord can ask which will leave thousands of families unable to pay their rent. ‘’Ok so move to cheaper property’’, I hear hundreds of people say; well I’m sure they would if there were any cheaper properties to move to. Unfortunately, local authorities don’t have sufficient housing stock to accommodate every one which is why these people ended up in private rented accommodation in the first place, and all privately rented accommodation have rents set way, way above the housing benefit cap. Nice little catch 22 going on there.
The second part of this reform concerns ‘under-occupancy’. This refers to a single person living in a two bed property or a family with only 1 child living in a three bed property, etc. I think the aim of this reform is to encourage people to move to a smaller property and make way for families who need bigger properties. If the property is either a private let or social housing, housing benefit will not be paid for the extra bedroom. If the property is social housing, extra rent will be charged for the extra bedroom. Which for those lucky people in receipt of housing benefit AND living in social housing is a double whammy, extra rent plus a housing benefit cut. In practice this is just another catch 22. Local authorities don’t make it easy for families to move to bigger or smaller properties, often they don’t have the right property to offer but usually they will leave it up to the tenants to contact each other and arrange an ‘exchange’, which is a long drawn out procedure, takes forever and isn’t always an option. I’ve known people wait years to find someone willing to swap with them. There are families whose eldest child has moved out but who have younger children at local schools who don’t want to move and disrupt schooling. There are older people who keep on the extra bedroom for a carer or for when family visit. Other people like my friend who is 58 and works as many hours as she possibly can in a care home just to make ends meet are facing a rent rise of 15% for occupying a two bed roomed property. She has tried to move before but the local authority will not help, no one wants to exchange with her and private rents are far, far too expensive. She considers herself one of the lucky ones. She has a job, if she works days, nights and bank holidays she just about manages to pay her bills, her rent is already £300 per month, her council tax £80, her gas and electric £100 +, and the cost of travel to and from work about £100 per month, on a minimum wage that leaves very little from which to find the extra rent.
And lastly……………..the thing most people totally forget, or are ignorant of to start with, is the fact that the vast majority of people claiming benefit are THE WORKING POOR. Yep that’s right, they are not benefit scroungers, they are the people working away struggling to make ends meet on a minimum wage, often from two or three part time jobs with no job security and little prospect of any thing better.
These welfare reforms are pushing the poor deeper and deeper into poverty; they do nothing to redress the real problems which are lack of employment, lack of sufficient good quality housing stock that people can afford and something that will redress the vast inequalities in this country.
What upsets me more than any thing is the way every one is being swept along by this coalition government. People believe what they hear, the old adage ‘divide and rule’ has never been so true, pitting poor against poor has always been a favourite ploy of the rich and it’s never been as true as it is today. How much futher do we have to go before people wake up and realise what’s going on here.
Monday, 31 December 2012
Happy Hogmanay and welcome to 2013
Its past midnight,
the bells have rung,
there are fireworks outside my window,
and 2013 is here.
Happy Hogmanay to every one.
Sunday, 30 December 2012
Onset of the Mega Virus
Merry Bloody Christmas Bah Humbug
Want to know how I spent my Christmas??
Something like this.
''Oh for F*** S***, as if the thumping headache, the sandpaper
lined throat, the hacking cough, the aching bones, the fever and the dizziness were not
bad enough, I then developed a nose like a tap without a washer.''
Confined to bed from Christmas day untill today, still far from right but at least able to stay awake for more than half an hour at a time.
I think I’ve angered the gods.
And I've had to cancel my second lot of eye surgery, was due to get the
Cataracts fixed next week but had to cancel due to the mega virus.
Monday, 17 December 2012
At last I have my house back.
At last, I have my house back to my self. Its not that I don’t love my family dearly, it’s just that I’m used to my own space. I ended up having my youngest daughter and her son and her dog all with me, in my small apartment, for more than two weeks. Actually, I really enjoyed having her here but it’s also quite nice to be able to come home from work, just flop out in front of the TV for a while, and relax after work without thinking about any one else.
And to be honest, I’m pretty sure my daughter is just as thankful to be in her own home.

My poor daughter was so busy; she couldn’t get her son into school because she didn’t have proof of address to register him until her new lease was signed, she needed emergency dental treatment and she wasn’t registered with a dentist in this area, when she did sign her lease (a week before she eventually moved) she registered her son at school and they needed to know the name and address of his Doctor, and of course he wasn’t registered with a doctor in this area. She tried several times to switch her accounts for electricity and gas from her old address to her new address, but even that was complicated because the two properties were not serviced by the same supplier.
Her lovely docile dog daisy was attacked by a mean dog in the local park and she wasn’t registered with a local vet, and the excess on the pet insurance turned out to be quite high. Luckily Daisy dog recovered and didn’t need vet treatment, whew.
She ended up paying to keep her furniture in storage for an extra week because on the day she signed her lease and was supposed to move, every one was working and there was no one to help her.
However………I spoke to her earlier this evening and she is now a happy bunny, settled into her new house, she is registered with every one she needs to be registered with, she has TV, phone and internet connected and her heating is working just fine. She has finally managed to change the gas and electricity supplier to the one she used before and the account is sorted.
Like I said……….she’s now a happy, happy bunny.
She moved out over the weekend, but no peace for me, I ended up having my other daughters two children AND Daisy dog for the whole weekend. They all finally left me in peace yesterday just in time for me to get ready for work again this morning.
Not only do I have my house back, I also have my computer back, my little grandson spent lots and lots of time on the computer downloading kiddie games and playing them. It certainly kept him amused for the week before he went to school, and during the evenings once he started school.
I couldn’t help thinking how different life is for children these days, I don’t know how they would cope if they had to live the way we did with out all this technology to amuse them. But in this instance, it was useful, all his toys were in storage and he doesn’t have friends here to play with so it was nice that he found a way to occupy himself.
Over the last couple of weeks, I’ve been dog walking, child minding, cooking family dinners, tree decorating, card writing, and generally keeping busy but the one thing I did make time for was photo taking. I’ve said before; I love the light at this time of year; I love the colours of the late afternoon sun, the long shadows and the early setting sun. The light is equally good inside and out. It lights up my living room in a way that’s specific to this time of year. The spectacle of the sun setting over the sea is also quite special. These are just a few of the photos I’ve been taking over the last few weeks and the nearer it gets to the solstice the lower the sun sinks, the longer the shadows grow and the earlier the sun drops beneath the sea. I love this time of year despite the cold, the wind and the ice, it has a certain beauty.
And to be honest, I’m pretty sure my daughter is just as thankful to be in her own home.
My poor daughter was so busy; she couldn’t get her son into school because she didn’t have proof of address to register him until her new lease was signed, she needed emergency dental treatment and she wasn’t registered with a dentist in this area, when she did sign her lease (a week before she eventually moved) she registered her son at school and they needed to know the name and address of his Doctor, and of course he wasn’t registered with a doctor in this area. She tried several times to switch her accounts for electricity and gas from her old address to her new address, but even that was complicated because the two properties were not serviced by the same supplier.
Her lovely docile dog daisy was attacked by a mean dog in the local park and she wasn’t registered with a local vet, and the excess on the pet insurance turned out to be quite high. Luckily Daisy dog recovered and didn’t need vet treatment, whew.
However………I spoke to her earlier this evening and she is now a happy bunny, settled into her new house, she is registered with every one she needs to be registered with, she has TV, phone and internet connected and her heating is working just fine. She has finally managed to change the gas and electricity supplier to the one she used before and the account is sorted.
Like I said……….she’s now a happy, happy bunny.
She moved out over the weekend, but no peace for me, I ended up having my other daughters two children AND Daisy dog for the whole weekend. They all finally left me in peace yesterday just in time for me to get ready for work again this morning.
Not only do I have my house back, I also have my computer back, my little grandson spent lots and lots of time on the computer downloading kiddie games and playing them. It certainly kept him amused for the week before he went to school, and during the evenings once he started school.
I couldn’t help thinking how different life is for children these days, I don’t know how they would cope if they had to live the way we did with out all this technology to amuse them. But in this instance, it was useful, all his toys were in storage and he doesn’t have friends here to play with so it was nice that he found a way to occupy himself.
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